waking up to the realization of my list of things to do in society is exciting but challenging to be patient.
fridays are the days i hate the most, it never feels like a celebration, its just another day in which i have another non existent dollar.
i don't want the money though, i never do.
in fact, i think i could be the poorest person in the world and be content with happiness.
well that is if i had someone to share it with.
so thats why i do this, to share my thoughts with people i don't know for the sake of a connection.
id rather day dream the actually dream because i can control my outcome.
enough of this naive blindness, i'm fed up.
i'll be moving next month to my real home and the anticipation in my bones are building up and almost cracking with suspense.
someone shake me.
is this happening?
hopefully there i can direct my actual dream rather then it just being a day dream at the moment.

yours truly,
d.cannuli